Tuesday, October 21, 2008

Am I?

I'm still awake at 130. 

It's not that late, 
but i got in at 12. 

So, why am I destined to stay awake and think about things too far gone to repair?
Am I going to constantly struggle to balance it all out?
Am I going to throw in the towel and go home?
Ugh to my life,

I need a vacation.
I need to switch, but that's a small problem.
I know I miss it. More than I should. I don't want to do what I'm afraid I'm going to have to do.

AM I ever going to get a fucking vacation?

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